thegurlxlife-

2006-10-30T04:22:00.000-08:00

please relink me at

lonelygurl-victim.blogspot.com

thanks.
and erm.this blog wil be deleted soon.like in 2 weeks time.(max larhhs)lols.thanks horhhs. paiisehhs. this is my third time changing the url hahas. that blog got no pw.so dun need to waste time typing that damn thing.lols.okok. i say this i gtg now. i in a hurry worhhs.lols. thats why see the dam font look so aunty.lols. i gtg. byebye. relink me !!go to me blog most important larhh.

2006-10-23T20:37:00.000-07:00

hellos people. these are just some memories of this year.lols.got netball ;after the game((everyone so sweaty.lol.))..got my family((its my father's bufday))..got me and my sister tryingto take foto..lols.then my father took foto of us..hahas((it was my motehr's burfday then))..and last but not least..my CLASS!!6d rocks!!xD i lurve 6d worhhs.rawk on 6d!!#

2006-10-22T23:40:00.000-07:00

hellos.haiis. times ahd been really bad these few days..but i have expected all this..hais. im so hurt within..but do anyone care?no!uhmp..i will never forget the time when my[family]went to escape theme park,the chalet and bugis/vivo city. i m really very hurt inside..sobb. YOU say im overeacting, jealous, and all the other crapp. but do YOU know how i feel?!again..the answer is NO! i cried at vivo city as i was really too upset. that showed it all. whatever i said to YOU, its all from my heart. YOU wanted to break. go ahead. just keep hurting me again and again. the last time being with you.. was the same thing man. why?why?WHY? why do i stil love you so much when YOU hurt me that much?! why m i that stupid to love you? sobb. why??! sob. will you ever understand how i feel?! do YOu know how i have loved you?and til now, i stil love you. i cant possibly get you off my mind! argh!!! i cant take it anymore. now,YOU happy larhh?!broke with you already.i know im such a burden to you. i can feel it. the way to treat me.. i cant take it anymore. ALL I WANT NOW IS TO DIE. i dun wan to live a life full of unpleasent crap in it..sob.. haiis. i really hope wwe could be together..but.. i dun think my wish could be fulfilled man. haiis. sobb. i cry eveyday because of you.....i stil lurve you.
heartbrOken..
CONFESSIONS OF A BROKEN HEART..
did you love me as much as i love you?
did you understand how i fell when you went with LPP?
did you care for me as much as i cared for you?
did you?did you?..
sobb.....

i still lurve you hun..

2006-10-15T03:33:00.000-07:00

hellos!!im so freaking happy today niias!! so super derh happy..hahas. hmm..guess why im so happy larhhs..xD Because..i got baptized today at east coast beach. hahas! those that are christains would know what baptized mean bahhs..if not arhhs..whoohoo..must pay attention at church lerh lorhhs.lols. hahas. super derh happy. i hoped for my father..my relatives and friends to come to church and witness the wonderful event which is my mother and i getting baptized. and it came true. so freakin happy. i really want my father to get saved and maybe..even baptized like me and my mom! i really pray so hard for that day to come.. when my father turns me and my mother down when we pray in my room before turning in to bed or something, i get very hurt by it.. i pray really hard for him to become a christian lorhhs ..w0nder when that day ..that special day will arrive.haiis. hmm.. th0se people that went to church with me and those that went to the each coast beach..lols.thanks alot for going!!i m very derh happy to see you peeps today!!xD hmm,.i m really dam happy today!!argh,lols. thank you lord!! thank you lord for everyone that came to witness it..thank you for letting everything go smoothlii..thank you lord..aman!gotta go now..see you people next day!xD[[super happy m0od today if you are that stupid to be still wondering..lols]]
ohyahh..btw,i m already a christian 2 years ago..not today.today is just baptism..if you wana noe what it means..then..erm..aiyah..maybe i'll type it down..hmm.xD
[[erm.maybe next day den i type down okies?i needa ask my mother what EXACTLY is baptism so that you people will not get the wrong idea..ehh..lols.gtg now byes!gd night..]]

2006-10-13T00:36:00.000-07:00

hellos!how yah people doing man?lols.well..just informing you..my mood today is just okok ..lols.got moodswing niias.lols.hahas..hmm..just now in school was kinda funn cause the whole day ..my class was watching i not stupid too but my[family]:kenneth chua.richard lim.cheng yi zhen.kaori toh.lking at the back and ..erm.better not say..later teachers check my blogg i and my fwens die..me dun want that to happen again.hahas..hmmm..we were just simply talking and talking..then moved places..so funn niias.hahas. zhen and richard hould know wat im talking abt..hahas..and why i m kinda happyhappy today n not like yesterday afternoon.hmm..okiesokies..change subject bahh..on tuesday to thrusday going kimberley's chalet..yeepees..lols..invited my [family] too worhs.but arhhs..kc,i dun think got comp there leiis.chalets where got comp derhhs??lols..nvm.ask gregory bring his laptop??hahas. i can bet if he brings,everyone..will go snatch the stupid laptop..lols. retarded niias. hmm.. if not going to the chalet..wahhsehh..i think i would have nothing to do niias.xD boring der yao si niias. lols.chinese.?!eww.lols. but cant help it..we are chinese people worhhs.[although we suck in chinese..onli some smarties will like chinese and is pro in that language] hahas.oppsies..i have to go now..my piano teacher come lerhh.byex!
i gotta go practice my piano..tata!will post again later in the late afternoon..hahas.xDhave funn ..

2006-10-12T02:38:00.000-07:00

hellox..hmm..my mood is kinda okay lerhs..hmm.haiis..this picture at the side is my sister and my doggie..hahas.my sister very chio horhhs.lols.hmm. my dogg very cute horhhs.lols. true wad..m i right to say that??lols. hmm.. this picture is taken kinda long ago..but i have this pic with me now..cos i m using my sister's laptop now..heehees. kinda bored now..listening to music through youtube ..hahas.nothing to do..and i trying to keep myself occupied..dun wan to think of the unhappi times..haiis.opps.i gtg..byes!!

2006-10-11T23:21:00.000-07:00

hiie people..hias.sorry horh..my mood today is not very good..that is why you can see that this post is not 'colouful'like the previous one..hias.like wana cry lerh lorhhs.my [family] should know why..hais..but actually..nevermind larh kc..itsnotyourfault.itsme.
hais..forget it larhhs.. nvm lorhhs....hais..change subject bahhs..
hm..today pe: pe teacher didnt c0me to sch niias..so my groups of fwens started playing captain's ball.it was really funny and fun..lols.hahas.hmm..btw..it was a fake laughter.[bad mood]
hias..i think i dont want to post anymore for now larhhs.if not you peeps will be reading crap cus i bad mood now and i wont have the kind of mood to write down my day..hias.im just simply sighing for the whole day niias.hias..like i said larhhs.i very sad and mood is off today..so..yupps..bye for the moment..do tag at my blog horhhs.and arhhs..dun tell other peeps my password for my blog..i dun wan alot of people to know abt it anymore.i had enough with the crap going around..abt wad i type in my previous post..i so had enough..they dun even know the whole story..then go around telling rumours abt it..and it is totally diff from the truth.forget it niias.i hack care lerh lorhhs.whatever some people want to do..go ahead.i dun give a dam anymore../

sorry..i m really not in th mood anymore.
bye.

2006-10-11T00:08:00.000-07:00

HELLOS!!lols..hmm. exams are finally over!!finally!! hmm.i m like so dam bloody happyhappy!! hahas.. how are you people?? hmm.i miss you all worhhs!! (: lols!! hahas..hmm.bored now niias.nothing to do niias..hmm. wahhs..heehees..yesterday went to parkway to meet up with my family :kenneth chua. richard lim. cheng yi zhen. kaori toh and gregory woo..after meeting up..we went to tm then walkwalk here..walkwalk there..lols.then later met 6j and like you know who..then later we went to the wallet shop to buy wallets..and after awhile..we bought the same wallet..hmm. not exactly the same larhhs..same brand wallet lorhhs..then my wallet was the same design as kenneth chua..lols.i didnt even noe niias. but after i took it..then he told me that it was so..lols.his is black and mine is purple..hmm.damn funn nias..lols. then we were kinda bored so we took an mrt to bugis to take neoprints..wahh..taking neo prints with my family was dam funn nias..lols.then all of us put them into our myuk wallet ..hahas.but unfortunately..gregory woo lost the first neoprint we took together..lols.hahas niias.but we took another one..and it was dam funn nias..everyone was going mad..lols.. then we went to ps..then..i got legcram.. wth lorhhs.i was walking halfway walking..i fell right to the ground..like i fainted..but not exactly..lols..my leg was like dam pain nias..i couldnt even stand up niias..that was how bad it was..hmm..then later..i got kinda prob with someone ..i dont wan to say who..but the person should know who is he...hais. forget it lorhhhs.but over all..yesterday was damm funn..the most fun of all.yupps!!i wanago out with kc ,richy,greg,chives and kao again!!xD!!